Do I know what I want in life?

I read Appu's comment on my previous blog today...and that got me thinking "Do I know what I want with life?". At the age of 8 I wanted to be a doctor...every body of my generation at that age wanted to be a doctor. At 15 I wanted to be a model.......saw Sush and Ash become Miss "Blah Blah Blahs"...but dare I utter that word,so the idea just faded away. In college I wanted to be the rebel..succeceeded to an extent..but did'nt have a justified cause to continue.

By the time I left college I wanted to get marrried.....did just that.....started my new phase of life as a wife , daughter in law...then a mother...a scary ride this...but cruised along...got my way "most of the time". Now at this stage of my life I ask myself..."What do I want in life??".....am I really in a time and place where it matters......but looking back I have always got what I wanted...and it mattered.. to me. The sanity in me ..or do I say insanity(Arun will agree with this) helps me always to think beyond my limitations...seek for what is not so obvious...and sometimes want something that is not mine(the thrill lies there!)

The want is always there...the hunger never dies...the limitations are limitless..the boundries are narrow, shallow and sometimes just there!!.....But beyond all this there is me..one life ....one time ...one chance...AND I WANT IT!!!